Today I’ve decided to just share my feelings and my thoughts… this blog is not related to any sport activity (or perhaps the lack of it)… today I’ve decided to just open my heart for the last time this year and share it a little bit…
As the year comes to an end I’ve come to realize a lot of things… such as the person that I am, the person I want to be, and the kind of people I want in my life… especially the kind of relations I want.
At the same time I get a little nostalgic/sad of thinking about all the things that happened this year… Gosh I never expected my life to take the turns, lows, and highs that it took, wow they were quite and experience.
I felt crazy in-love for the very first time of my life… and I had my heart broken for the first time too. I ended up in the hospital spending a week in a situation I never thought I would be in… I found my escape and terms of sanity in mtn biking-running… I’ve made new friendships and met some wonderful people along the way of recovering and pulling out of the ashes…
I found peace, understanding, love, forgiveness, and happiness for myself and others… I found my religion and a group of all welcoming people at the Unitarian Universalistic church. I found a more sense of purpose by helping others and volunteering…
Today as I write these lines I can finally see that I’ve come a long way… and there is nothing more than a brighter and greater future ahead of me.
Today I feel liberated, I can breathe, I can feel, I can smile….Everything that happened before is just what it needed to happen in order to continue with my personal, emotional, mental, and spiritual growth; I wouldn’t change a thing even if they hurt me I love them all!
Very soon I’ll be gone… good-bye to Asheville and hello Harrisburg… my life will turn around and I am sure that once again there will be more experiences… more people coming into my life, more highs, more lows, feelings, curve balls, you name it… but I’m prepared for all of that and actually looking forward!
And to end this blog the song of this year:
Life For Rent by Dido
I haven’t ever really found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologies that once again I’m not in love
But it’s not as if I mind that your heart ain’t exactly breaking
It’s just a thought, only a thought
And if my life is for rent and I don’t learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
I’ve always thought that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone and live more simply
I have no idea what’s happened to that dream
Cos there’s really nothing left here to stop me
It’s just a thought, only a thought
And if my life is for rent and I don’t learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
And if my life is for rent and I don’t learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
While my heart is a shield and I won’t let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won’t even try
Well how can I say I’m alive
if my life is for rent and I don’t learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
if my life is for rent and I don’t learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
Nothing I have is truly mine
Nothing I have is truly mine
Nothing I have is truly mine
As the year comes to an end I’ve come to realize a lot of things… such as the person that I am, the person I want to be, and the kind of people I want in my life… especially the kind of relations I want.
At the same time I get a little nostalgic/sad of thinking about all the things that happened this year… Gosh I never expected my life to take the turns, lows, and highs that it took, wow they were quite and experience.
I felt crazy in-love for the very first time of my life… and I had my heart broken for the first time too. I ended up in the hospital spending a week in a situation I never thought I would be in… I found my escape and terms of sanity in mtn biking-running… I’ve made new friendships and met some wonderful people along the way of recovering and pulling out of the ashes…
I found peace, understanding, love, forgiveness, and happiness for myself and others… I found my religion and a group of all welcoming people at the Unitarian Universalistic church. I found a more sense of purpose by helping others and volunteering…
Today as I write these lines I can finally see that I’ve come a long way… and there is nothing more than a brighter and greater future ahead of me.
Today I feel liberated, I can breathe, I can feel, I can smile….Everything that happened before is just what it needed to happen in order to continue with my personal, emotional, mental, and spiritual growth; I wouldn’t change a thing even if they hurt me I love them all!
Very soon I’ll be gone… good-bye to Asheville and hello Harrisburg… my life will turn around and I am sure that once again there will be more experiences… more people coming into my life, more highs, more lows, feelings, curve balls, you name it… but I’m prepared for all of that and actually looking forward!
And to end this blog the song of this year:
Life For Rent by Dido
I haven’t ever really found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologies that once again I’m not in love
But it’s not as if I mind that your heart ain’t exactly breaking
It’s just a thought, only a thought
And if my life is for rent and I don’t learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
I’ve always thought that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone and live more simply
I have no idea what’s happened to that dream
Cos there’s really nothing left here to stop me
It’s just a thought, only a thought
And if my life is for rent and I don’t learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
And if my life is for rent and I don’t learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
While my heart is a shield and I won’t let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won’t even try
Well how can I say I’m alive
if my life is for rent and I don’t learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
if my life is for rent and I don’t learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
Nothing I have is truly mine
Nothing I have is truly mine
Nothing I have is truly mine
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